She is my best friend. We are very close to each other. When we used to be together we couldn't get any idea when the time used to pass away. We share everythings with each other without any hesitation.
We have spent long time together and we have talked about many things, many topics but we have never talked about love. I think she also loves me too. But I'm not much sure. Because we can't read the others' mind or heart totally, we can just imagine little.
Yes, I could express my feelings with her but I am afraid of loosing her even as a friend. Because I always want to see her happy in her life. I don't want to make her sad by saying anything besides her thought or expectation.
It is true that I like her. I love her and I want her. And I also know that people can't get everything what they want. They should be satisfied with what they have. I couldn't think anything that should I have to express her my feelings or not? Because I couldn't imagine what will be her reaction if l express her my feelings even we are too close friend.
I love her very much but I haven't told her anything about it. I don't say that she should be mine. I just want to maintain our true friendship forever. I just want to love her forever even she is too far from me. Yes, I'm a silent lover.
